Friday, October 2, 2009

Day 5 - uuuuuuuuuugh

Last night I went to my first cardio class.  It was called Zumba.  It's a new fitness craze sweeping the nation.  It is latin cardio dancing.  Though, in our class, we did Latin, Bollywood, Hiphop and a little jazz.  It was great!  It is a 45 minute class.  Here's a little rundown of how it went for me.

6:45pm - Arrive at T-recs (Yes, said like T-rex... it is one of the many gyms at the University of Tennessee)

6:50pm - FINALLY found the correct studio and met up with Corinne and her roomie Stephanie.
                 Attempt to do some sort of stretching while checking out all of the other girls.  I have this self-                 conscious thing  where I do NOT like being the largest girl in a class.  I always feel like people are staring and judging. Luckily - There was a huge mix of people - big, small, fit, not fit... I felt perfectly comfortable.

7:00pm - Class begins, we are all giggling at ourselves because we look silly.

7:10pm - My legs are on fire and I feel like i want to die.  I then look at the clock, realise we have been dancing for only ten minutes... Then I want to die more.

7:30pm - I have made it halfways through the class.  My legs are numb, my ankles are swollen.  We start a jumping sequence and my right leg gives out from under me.  The first thought in my head is, "I'm done!"
I go over to the back of the room and sit on a window sill and start shaking my leg so that I can try and get some of the feeling back.  When my legs start feeling better my brain switches (something it rarely does!!) and I start telling myself, "Get back out there!!!!  What are you doing?!?!  You can feel your legs!!  Pansy!!"  Yes, I actually called myself a pansy.

7:33pm - I get up off of the window sill and work my way back into the group.  My legs are tired - but I do it!

7:45pm - Class ends with a very nice cool down and I promptly sit on the floor gasping for air and massaging my calves.  I feel awesome!  I did the whole class!  I didn't quit!  That is a huge step for me. 

I have been working very hard on telling myself that I can do it.  That i am not a quitter and that nothing can stop me but me.  I know, I know... self help genie on my shoulder!

The sad news is that today - day 5, I was unable to go to the gym this morning.  I woke up at 5:45 ready and raring to go.  Unfortunately, my stomach was not ready.  Holly was so sweet and got up and found me the pepto.  I texted Corinne that I was unable to make it BUT - I promised her I would work out at home tonight, and I will!  Valerie was brilliant and created a free weights workout for us, so I can do that at home!  I also have a mini trampoline that I can bounce around on.  I wiiiiiiillllll work out!  Day 5 will not go past with no activity!
All of our friends are going to Jazz for Justice tonight, so Holly and I are going to have a little date night at home! :0)  I am very excited!!

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